light becomes heavy

i woke around 1am, i dont feel any heaviness of the head or anything, it feels like a pretty normal day for me.i ate tuna flakes on rice which i think is awesome for my hungry stomach then took a bath.i had my pops drive me to work.i got in the office pretty early since papa drove as fast as he could(probably trying to get home and catch some sleep again before his day starts which for your information already started)not breaking any thing along the way.there's something about talking to stupid people that will leave you so pissed and it starts to stress you out.im trying to remind myself how i felt when i woke up this morning.anyway, i think thats what i have for today.

anyway, i want to post some pictures here for you, not necessarily related to what i wrote.

hey

some pictures from my band..

banana

it's hard to talk when you just cant spit out the right words to say and thats how it feels right now.you might be asking what im actually talking about,i dont know the answer to that.sometimes you feel that you can do anything but you then realize that you fall short of what you thought a wise man you are.being unfruitful has allowed me to learn a few things.1.i am doing absolutely nothing to inspire myself and the others and i think its not a good sign of life 2.i need to step out of my comfort zone so that i can be transformed 3.i have to be intentional, pro-active. obserbasyon ko lamang itong lahat sa aking sarili..